I have many memories in my mind about
my childhood. They stay there as if that had occurred yesterday,
and I know they will be
with me
forever.
The first remembrances about my childhood are from
when I was five
years old. I remember I had a small toy car. It was a little blue
car,
and I used to think "I would like to go to into the small car." It
was a
lot of fun. I experience a great feeling when I remember that.
I didn't
have many toys, just a few, because my parents couldn't buy them.
I used
to play with some pieces of rock or wood that I found outside.
At this
time, we used to live in a small town called Sicches, in the north
of
Peru.
Then, when I was almost six years old, my family moved
to Lima City and
everything changed for me. I was lost when I arrived there, because
the
mountains and the forest weren't there anymore. Everything has
been
replaced with a huge concrete jungle, and I didn't know anyone
there. At
first, we lived with my older sister who already lived in Lima.
One
year later, we had to change houses again. We moved to the
extension land in the south of Lima, because my parents could find
a
place to live there. All this process took almost two years since
we
moved from my native town. Well, at this moment, I was 8 years
old, and
I lived the most wonderful and interesting childhood. When I lived
there
I make a lot of friends rapidly. We were poor children, and we
didn't
have toys to play with, but we didn't worry too much, because our
creativity exceeded our lacks.
My younger brother Enzo, who had
already grown, began to play with
us. Soccer was very popular among the new children who arrived
like me
to the neighborhood. I really enjoyed the first grades of my school
because I had many friends there too. I used to play each time
I had
chance, I was very restless, as I still am now. I was always asking,"
WHY?" as I do now. Soccer was the most important thing for me
like my
own religion. We were a big group of friends, almost 50 children.
We
used to play until late at night, We played many of our favorites
games,
such as hide and seek, volleyball, tumbalatas, and different games
that
only we knew.
One terrible event was going to change
our lives, especially my own
life. My beloved dad died in 1984, when I was 9 years old. When
I think
about that day, the details make me feel very sad. That was the
worst,
and it hit me hard. Suddenly, my childhood had been interrupted.
Little
by little, the bad economic situation pushed me out of my group
of
friends to the dangerous streets of my city, far away from my
neighborhood. For that reason, I began to work at a very young
age. I
did many things to improve our situation, such us bread selling
very
early on the mornings. Then I used to sell candies until 12 am.
In spite
of all, I never left my school classes. In the afternoons, I used
to go
out to sell cigarettes. I continued my games routine, my lovely
soccer.
Part of my childhood had gone with out me noticing,
In those streets,
I met other kinds of children, each one with a
different story. In those streets, I learned that things were not
easy,
and that each one of them requires much effort. I spent my childhood
working hard and doing things that I should not have done. But
that is
life, sometimes very harsh, sometimes not. I would like to go back
again
to change some things. I would like to redo my childhood and each
happy
moment to be happy and each harsh moment to get motivation and
finally
to come alive again. I don't regret the life which I have lived.
The
experiences have given me strength to go on. When I'm in my bed,
I close
my eyes, and I transport myself inside my memories, and I can see
each
nice moment that I lived like such a "BEAUTIFUL MOVIE". |